I am so very upset right now. I have been reading online about a mother of three children, a 6, 3, and 1 yr old, that had been thrown off a pier in California. The mother claims that the voices inside her head told her to throw her children in the water. That is absolutely crazy. Those poor children didnt have a chance. The mother was caught minutes after it happened, but there wasnt anything anyone could do about the children. I am just beside myself. It angers me to see people like that do things to poor defenseless children like that. My goodness, if you cant take caere of them and you dont want them, dont harm them, give them to people or families that cant have children that so desperately want children. It is very heartbreaking to me. I know how it feels to loose a child, and that really hurts me to hear about things like that. Sorry folks but that was versy desturbing to me. Thanks for allowing me to vent. Take care and i will write more later.

Today I am children and husband free, that is until 3:00pm. That's when I have to pick my husband up from work and take him to the doctors. We think it is his gallbladder that is giving him trouble, but not for certain, will find out today. Pray for him.

Yesterday was a good day, spent a little time with my dad, then went to visit my mom, whom i havent seen in for probably a month, I shame on me. Then I took my daughter to my sister Sherry. My daughter was having Aunt Sherry withdrawls, as my sister was having Hannah withdrawls as well... they are very close. Hannah loves her Aunt Sherry probably as much as she loves me, well probably more...lol..Sherry is all the time trying to get me to let her have Hannah, but i have to remind her that she is my daughter and she cant have her, she has two daugters of her own..lol. I also got to see my cousin whom i havent seen in a long time as well (Bonnie). She makes a mean pot of Chili. She was over with her twin girls, and with hers and mine, they were having a ball..Then it was off to my dads angain and then home. I got home at about 7pm last night. Picked on my husband for a little while, got caugt up on my soaps then it was off to bed for me. Look Sherry, I wrote in my journal today.....I dont write in it as often, beause i forget that i have it , and plus I cant figure the daggum thing out...Remeber I am computer dumb...lol...see ya when i come to pick Hannah up...

Good Morning everyone. Just wanted to say hello, and to update yopu all on a few things that have been happening to myself and my family. Hannah didnt have a good day yesterday. She stayed on green up until lunch time, then it was downhill ever since. Her teacher informed me it wasnt all her fault that she got on red light. And that Hannah really is trying to be better. I hope that her medicine helps her. Billy was told yesterday that they are fixin to cut out all overtime, and that will hurt. He is talking about getting a second job, maybe cooking on the weekends to make up for the overtime that he will be missing. Went last night and signed Hannah up for girl scouts, she will be a Daisy Scout. She is really excited about it. The council doesnt have a Daisy leader right now, so it may be a little while before we know anything. The lady i spoke to last night was trying to talk me and a few other mothers into becoming leaders, and I told her I dont know about all that. I would volunteer my time with the kids but i am not gonna be a leader. NO WAY NO HOW!!!!. Well i guess i will go for now, need to do a few lthings. I will fill ya in in a few days about everything...

Well it has been three days with the "good pill", that's what we call it these days. Hannah dis much better today at school, she managed to stay on greenlight all day. Very proud of here. She was surprised herself..She cant wait to tell her daddy and Aunt Sherry. We go back to the doctors in 2 weeks to see if we have to up her medication. Maybe we wont have to. Well maybe i will have more to say later, bye bye for now

 

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